hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigation; click on ani of the four pictures on the right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, November 19, 2007
8:33 AM
37 degrees today!! HEATSTROKE!!!
lols.. gosh ii'm hafing my interviw later.. LAGII STRESS!!! >< i'm going to pull all my hair out soon.. ewwww.. disgusting thought..
LAST NITE WAS BAZARRE~ (however it is spelled) cal ask me go audi cos very long no play with him le.. then i tot awhile onli.. cos he going concourse soon... cos yesterday was iko's mum's bday celebration mahs..
then play play play... prince came in... then jamiie came in.. then they 8k.. i jitao sians 3/4.. =X
but aniway... prince left.. then cal left... then ii went to F1 find dear and jiefu.. then play 1-2 game nia.. dear sae she go eat dinner.. then jiefu went to emo somewhere..
then jamie said she wans to talk to me.. she sae she wan explain how she cpl with cal.. actually dun niid explain de.. but she sae she feel the niid to tell me.. lols.. so i invivte her into a locked room then she talk..
kelians de jamie.. kamii sayang sayang ni.. =\ like wad i've said to u last nite.. "no matter wad other sae or do.. the decision lies within ourselves. if its bothering u.. tell them.. and let them understand. why make urself so miserable and avoid juz becos of these things?"
but ii oso told jamie.. i dun wan sae too much.. cos if i sae too much.. i tio aim.. =\
ok so tat was ard... 10+ or 11+pm le.. i wanted to go slp liaos.. cos ii scared interview sehs.. =x then as ii was saying byebye to jamie..
love pm me.. sae she sb sad arhs.. DIAO! I NOE TAIJI MANY MANY LIAOS!!! MIAN KOON LIAOS =X
then ok nvm.. i go f15 find love.. once again.. create room and invite her.. then she told me wad happen.. when she was talking.. i alreadi sibei sian liaos.. cos its not the first time le!! i tot she learnt her lesson the other time liaos.. i reali dun like to chup ji ka into ppl's business sias..
then shejitao emo emo.. then awhile later.. light didi came.. OSO EMO EMO.. wah i hear liaos i jitao DOWN CAN!!
then raiha came into room.. then i ask all rdy and i start game.. hopefully can distract them from their emozone nahs.. WAKAO TIO TRASH BY RAIHA CAN!! but nvm.. i clubber nia.. ppl main ok.. lose until gan yuan. =X
then raiha i tink he bth the emoness so he left le.. then dear came back.. she pm me ask me wad happen.. so i agar agar toldher.. too lazy to repeat the damn long story -.- then she sae.. she niid to leave the room.. arbo she will flare up at love. LOL.. i told dear.. i alreadi flare up alot of times liaos.. i'm going to get burnt soon =X
seriously last nite i flare up at love alot of times.. cos ii reali bth liaos.. it happened before.. she still no learn from mistake.. still wan do it again.. wad can i sae??
then she sae leng coming find her.. ask me wait for leng to come then go off. cos ii sae i niid to go slp le.. tat time was lie 1am+ le.. so nvm.. i wait.. then when leng come.. love ask me stay .. cos she'll feel better.. i tink she wan me help talk to leng bahs
then leng came into the room.. i invite him.. so i helped.. she onli down there keep saying sad.. diaos.. i cannot imagine if i wasn't there.. wad will happen sias.. -.- so we then talk talk talk.. i bth liaos.. i pm him.. talk talk talk ... at least.. after talking to him.. i feel that he sae de things oso make sense la.. but arhs.. i feel that i made more sense last nite.. hehe =X so he decided to let things be as it is for the time being.. is it good or bad?
i tink its better cos now one super DOWN one super moody.. its better to leave things now and come talk about it later when both has calmed down..
i told leng.. "who she niids more, dun u tink she'll noe better? and dun u tink its super obvious now? if her ex was more important.. would she be in this room for 4-5 hours alreadi? blah blah.."
and yes.. by that time.. it was like.. almost 3am alreadi? going sehs liaos.. ><
one 24 year old.. one 21 year old.. their problem.. niid a 20 year old chup ji ka mehs.. -.-
but i'm nt trying to sae fren's got problem ii wun help.. but relationship things.. how to help lehs? and i reali dun like to get involve with other things.. my own problems is enough le.. i shouldn't be going ard collecting more. =\ and i'm not someone who is very good at talking or understand human behaviour well.. i dun wanna stuff things up.. and makes things worse.. very stress de u noe.. hais..
leng asked me last nite.. if both of them reali break le.. we still frens rite? and i assured him we'll be. cos i said.. "everyone's my fren. till the moment they did smth to me personally tat i cannot forgive. then they no longer are." not like someone.. audi ppl noe who i talking about la hor..
aniway.. enough of those things.. wad's past is past. lets juz hope the both of them.. will sort things out in a matured manner bahs.
ahhhhh~!!!! i'm still waiting for the office to call me~!! so stress!! dunno to pray that they will call or that they wun call. lols.. cos if they call.. i haf to go down for interview today. if they no clal.. means interview is tml..
I SCARED SCARED!!! >< i hafen talked to a stranger for almost 6 months le lehs.. i've onli talked to bro and mum.. wad if i stubbled.. wad if like tat time tat fonecall lik tat.. JING ZHANG SI LE NAHS!! >.< my heart wan jump out liaos.. sobsobs
ohmitofo ohmitofo hallehluya hallehluya
lets bow our heads and pray..
bo bi terry's mst paper soon soon li li.. pass with flying colors.. bo bi gf's interview today wun tio aim.. everything goes smoothly.. bo bi MY interview today or tml oso soon soon li li.. dun ask me kuku question.. bo bi marmie's presentation today soon soon li li.. bo bi client dun ask her too much stupid question.. and that her walkthru is successfull.. programs no problem.
>.<
BO BI MY HEART DUN JUMP OUT OF MY CHEST! ><
AMEN/OHMITOFO
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ok now finish with praying.. lets bless the newly couples..
Newly Coupled:: #o1. Ahbeng and Ahgirl #o2. Andy and Glamour
wish them en en ai ai bai tou dao lao zhao sheng gui zhi hehes.
=DD
ok le.. i'll be back to report whther my interview pass or fail later on =X wish me luck!!
